It was MG’s birthday, so after volleyball, the sisters and I went out for sushi and had a grand old time.
Now I am getting ready for work even though I of course really do not want to. Then I am leaving for upstate New York until Sunday. New Jersey can go fuck itself.
I am not even packed yet even though I am leaving right after work, fuck my life.
As much as I love upstate and have been dying to go there, due to recent events it’s going to be slightly difficult (ie - Justin was going to come with us).
I am usually okay during the day, keeping myself distracted. It’s at night and in the morning when I have nothing but my thoughts that make it hard. If he wasn’t being a little bit of a douchelord and didn’t leave things so open-ended, it would be a little easier.